fuck everything

yup. fuck it.

whoa, life update.

Its been awhile. Just been working, and trying to see Josh as much as possible, and trying to get things squared away for the move. Josh and Iwent to virginia beach two weeks ago, and we spent all day yesterday at da mall, and eating too much sweets. I got one of my ears to 7/8. sadly Im lopsided and cant get the other sonuvvagun in. Work has been shitty. But whats new. Cant wait to leave that place. Josh was patient and sweet enough to bare with me and makeup shopping. This weekend we have big plans that involve blanket caves, beers, sheps pie. Its the weekend before his birthday and I cant wait to give him his present. Only like a million more days til friday. urghh. dentist appointment tmrw. Im glad monday is over though, cus thats one day closer to Josh, and mondays are the worst. VCU open house this weeknd. kinda wanna skip it just so josh and i can sleep in and cuddle and be awesome. Im getting an iphone ths weekend! thats really exciting. ive been taking a lot of film recently, and getting kinda shitty results. i got like, no feedback on twenty plus pictures i posted the other day so im asuming they suck. i think im overwhelming myself. i got some colour negative film this past weekend but im going to save it for this weekend. hopefully we can get a scoot ride in! i realize how jumbled and jumpy this post is. but, eh. its my blog.

rebelyell

Blizzard time, and I'm prepared with ten rolls of film, my lomo's and that piece of shit rebel I keep around. I decided today that I want to focus all of my "creative energy"on photography, seeing as its my favorite medium, and the only thing Im pretty good at. I spent five hours on lomography.com today. I think my next purchase is going to be a Hola pinhole (FUCKYEAH), some color negative film, and once I move to Richmond I would really like to get he Diana F+ deluxe package (fisheye? count me in). ALSO, ordered a Fuji Instax today from McLanahans, which is the shittiest place ever. The kid on the phone was an idiot. But whatever. Anyways, here are a few random pictures from said Rebel that I kinda like.

01/25/10 contd

01/25/10

Some macro prints of makeup, and such. Took about 226 pictures and these were the best, which isnt say much. Oh well, getting a d40 or a d50 next week. Thats pretty awesome.

-paw

ps I love Joshua Robert.

ugh

I would kill to have this back.
<3 paw

We need a break room.

Got to see my amazing boyfriend last night, and got to wake up next to his perfectness (that's a word, i just deemed it so). Pretty crucial night, involving being undefeated at flipcup, jello shooters (with wayyyy to much vodka), breaking chairs, and boyfriend-defiance, ohio-sing a longs : ). Anyways, kindof exploding with new ideas for some photos so thats going to be cool. I want to get started now but the hangover gods probably wont allow it. But there will be art, lots of it. I havent really had any inspiration in a long time, so its kindof awesome how eager I am to finally be back in the game. All thanks to Josh who is so supportive of my ideas and really motivates me, which is a big deal because he is an amazing artist. Anyways, stay tuned.